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Name: Melanie
Country: Hong Kong
Birthday: 5/28/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Day-dreaming, reading angsty material, writing, watching movies, obsessing over anime and manga [SD, Angel Sanctuary], drooling over bishounen, spending time with close friends, listening to music [Matchbox Twenty, Lifehouse, Jay Chou], playing ball, roaming in CD shops and bookshops, reading people's blogs, net-surfing, joining fanlistings, changing my blog layout, arguing against the world's problems, crying over sad movies, sketching and admiring mangaka's drawing skills, watching people at airports..
Expertise: Procrastination, fanfiction, obsession, lamentation.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 10/7/2002

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

And to keep this account alive, I've decided to post some quizzes. ^^;; *feels guilty*

You are Cain!
Congrats, you're Cain. Tragic, curious, cold, yet
also tenderly caring--There's really not much
explaining to do if you've read the manga.

Which Count Cain Character are YOU?
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Really now? Uhm, I've never been that keen on Cain, to be honest. Don't know why. *shrugs* Ah well.

You are angsty!!
What Type of Cain Are You? (slash friendly)

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Actually, I did this quiz a while ago. So I can't say I'm surprised. ^^;; Heh heh...

 

You are angsty!!
What Type of Riff Are You? (slash friendly)

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Hrm. *pretends to die from overload of angst* XD You know both of these quizzes were made by the same person? It's kinda funny what people spend their time doing. LOL.

Kisa
Kisa

Which Fruits Basket (Furuba) Character are you?
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I'm not up to Kisa's part yet, so I have no idea who she is. *ponders*

suguru
You're Fujisaki Suguru, the child prodigy. Though
you're younger than everyone else around you,
you act older than most of them and you're very
ambitious. You like to get the job done and
have it done well. As a keyboardist in the
band Bad Luck, it's your responsibility to make
the music sound terrific, and, of course, you
do ^-^

~*~Which Gravitation Character Are You?~*~
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But wait! Wait! *jump, jump* Fujisaki doesn't even appear in the manga! >< *proceeds with incoherent rambling*


Saturday, August 23, 2003

You represent... loneliness.
You represent... loneliness. Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.

What feeling do you represent?
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...Go figure...

sara

Which character from Angel Sanctuary are you?
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For the rest of the AS quizzes I got Setsuna every single time. x__x But this was the only quiz with decent questions..

The down-to-earth girl
The down-to-earth girl

Which girl stereotype are you?
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And man, do they do that. *laughs*

Ichi
Ichi - "That one with wisdom"

What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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X___x Ichi? Urgh. that sounds horrible. ><"


Thursday, August 21, 2003

Back from M'sia! (and still pining about going back -_-) Tea Rose and Mitchan..  miss you guys already. *pouts*

I've moved, btw. Followed people's examples and moved to LJ.com... where I'll have less unwanted traffic from people in RL and more privacy. Uhm, I guess, if you're really desperate to hear from me.. e-mail me and I'll consider giving you the linkie? ^^;;; ahaha. I really doubt I'll get those requests though. XD

I guess I'll use this account for quizzes, though I'm not sure. >< Dont wanna abandon xanga....

Anyway, took this quiz from Madiha. Madiha-san, you have a cute voice! LOL ^.^

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Now that I'm in my summer holidays, there isn't really a fixed time.. but usually I get up at around 11, I think. On schooldays though, I get up at 6:30.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON,WHO WOULD IT BE?
Rob Thomas, definitely. *grins* But! I wouldnt' know what to say. And I dont think I'd be abe to eat in front of him. ^^;; Him being my highest role model and all. Eheh.. plus I'm a crappy conversationalist.

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Silver, 'cause it's closer to white. hee..

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
Terminator 3. There were these really annoying kids sitting at the right row, laughing after every farkin' sentence. T_T Almost spoiled the whole movie for me.

5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
Six Feet Under.. I love that show. ^^ CSI's pretty good as well.

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
Dont have breakfast anymore.

7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
Hahaha.. Grace... Tea... *laughs* close friends, I guess. Dont have many of those. ^_~"

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
Nope @_@

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
Wow. Well when I'm inspiration-drained nothing really inspires me anymore.. but inspiration just hits ya when you least expect it, ya know? Uhm... music's definitely an inspiration to me (lyrics as well)... sometimes when you watch people you see the most interesting things too. ^^ Films, animes.. literature.. fanfiction.. anything I enjoy can be a source of inspiration for me really.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Erm, it's not exactly a middle name, is it? It's my Chinese name. Cin Yu.

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
Err... country? *doesn't see signifcance of question*

12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter! Without a doubt. I love the atmosphere of winter. Doesn't it just give you a whole mental image of the colour grey? LOL..

13. YUM?
*drools* Dont get me started on food fantasies.....
CHOCOLATE. Ice cream. Cheesecake. Sushi. Freshly baked banana bread. Banana chips. *drools more* Oatmeal biscuits. Roti Canai. Lamb Satay. *goes on and on and on*

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
Buttered. hee..

15. FAVOURITE CAR?
Dont like cars. ^^;;

16.FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
Turkey, I suppose?

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
Soft rock. Piano ballads.

19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
Hypocrisy. And the whole holier-than-thou crap that stuck-up pigs put on.

20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Sakura. ^^

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO
SPEND IT ALL?
Uhm, I'd spend some now and save some up for my future education.

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
nuh-uh.

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Black.

24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Uhh, lemme see. 4.

25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
I'm not sure.. somewhere quiet, not totally appearance/fashion obsessed. Somewhere in Europe? I'm not sure.

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
Erm, REALLY slowly with two balls. XD

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Saturday. hee.. 'cause there's no school the next day.

28. HAVE YOU EVER DRUNK WINE?
Nope. Actualy, I think I've drunk a sip or something.

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
I went out for dinner with my parents. ^^

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
Nope.

31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
I haven't continued reading it for about a month now. ^^;; But I was reading "Ignorance" by Milan Kundera.

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
I dont think I have one.

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Shape, I guess?

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
The smell of cinnamon. ^^ Cookies in a stove.

35. COMFORT FOOD?
CHOCOLATE AND ICE CREAM. The ultimate comfort (and fatty) foods. ^^''

36. FAVOURITE SOUND?
Like lotsa sounds. ^^ The sound of a dribbled basketball. The turning of a key in those big old locks. Clicking hells of certain shoes.

37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Loneliness. Complete desolation. Feeling like you want to die.

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING?
Uhm.. what time is it?

39. Favourite FAST FOOD PLACE?
McD's.

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY,
I'd go buy loadsa anime and manga, save some up for myself and my parents, and give some to charity.

43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
I sleep with a little pillow. ^^

44. STORMS; COOL OR SCARY?
Scary.

46. FAVOURITE DRINK?
Dai Pai Dong milk tea. hehehe..

47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME...
I'd write down every single fic or story that crossed my mind.

48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
I love broccoli!!

49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
Well honestly, I wouldnt dye my hair. But I guess.. really dark blue?

50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
Nothing. Drawers. ^^;; What were you expecting?


Tuesday, August 12, 2003

Quizzes and links taken from Keax's LJ blog. 

Like Hakkai, you'll get it yourself.
Like Hakkai, you will rip out your own eyeball in a
misguided attempt to atone for your heinous
crimes of passion. Freak.

How Will You Lose YOUR Eye?
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Erm.. right. o_O Freak indeed.

angst monkey
Angst Monkey

Which Tsuzuki-san archetype are you?
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But I do give myself a break! ^^;

You are Tohma and Eiri!
You're Tohma and Eiri, the unrequited love of
fandom. You look, but don't touch; if
confronted, you profess only to "brotherly
love".

Which Gravitation pairing are you?
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Tohma x Eiri? *face faults* I dont like Tohma. ~_^ But you're right. I guess unrequited love really is my thing. Heh.


You are a Noble Warrior
You are a noble warrior. You belive there is no true evil, and that everyone
can turn onto the good side. You spare your
enemies when they admit defeat. You fight with
a passion. You save those in need, and put
their saftey first. You use a long sword, and a
shield.

What type of Swordsman are you?
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Hum, I dont exactly buy this. Noble? *coughs* Spare my enemies? Nuh-uh, I dont think so. *brandishes shining knife*

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Taken from: theOtaku.com


What Anime Stereotype Are You?

Ahaha.. told you I was more masculine than feminine. XD


Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

I dont think you can get any more accurate than that. LOL.

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Thanks to Tea Rose, the dose of depression that was originally washing over me has subsided. Thanks, girl. I owe ya one. *huggles*

I think it's time that I realized that my definition of friendship really isn't for me. It's time for me to accept that I dont really have friends.

It'll take time to adjust, but I'll manage. After all, I've lived this way for 15 years. I'll be alright. 

It's time I learned how to push people away. 


Saturday, August 02, 2003

New layout. How do you like it?

I love Hiro in this pic. *beams*

Argh, what am I talking about, I love Hiro anyway! ^o^



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alphanumeric p 14
standing ovation ♪ Cello
Elemental || Fire ~ Love
i am proud to be // Hong Kong Chinese
itsumademo ∞ SD
//i believe in God//
please don't say this is all there is
fly away
unhappy
all you need is love
lay me down
I Am: a dreamer, a writer
I Was: lost and broken
I'll Be: an inspiration
[ if i was beautiful like you... ]
tolerance: acceptance
I believe in love and goodness.