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Name: A Country: Australia Metro: Melbourne Birthday: 6/13/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: ManDo's [still just mandarines]
stuFF [not by hilary duff lolz - that is such a lame joke...]
hangin'
chattin'
talkin'
surfin'
lolz-in' - lolz
gettin' high
...etc... Expertise: i know alot of non useful stuff lolz
i play the violin and piano meaning i 'know' how to play 'em - lolz Occupation: Student Industry: Other
Message: message me Website: visit my website MSN: antonette13@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/1/2002
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| Start of term 4School is going to start sometime soon and i don' believe I'm going to get any sleep.
I have driving..
But it's ok.
I have a double free.
Where the teacher doens't attend.
They should just give up, honestly.
I've done minium homework.
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| Thinking...*sighs*...
I keep thinking of the time we spend together
i can't get it out of my head.
i just makes me wish i had him back or just to have someone to replace him.
I'm still lost. A lost child..
I dont' really feel like doing anything
and it is depressing.
For example; today, i slept in and did nothing.
i did have intentions of doing homework.
but never got around to doing anything.
I went to big w instead
i don't know.. what i'm going to do with myself
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| obsession...I dont' know what it is..
Everywhere and anything that i do
always somehow ends up leading to me thinking about him
at least once in every day
but..
i thought i was over him ...
really! i did
Now, I'm not so sure about myself
I get very emotional these days
One day i'm all fine
the Next i feel like shit
I put up an act of happiness and everything is all fine
during school hours mostly
while at home..
i find it hard to do work
concerntrate
do anything that is useful
I always do something that is not needed
for example: watching tv
surfing the net
chatting
and other things
I find that i cant' stop thinking about him AGAIN
i'm confused
German..
German composer in music
Anything to do with germany
places we went to... memories
Music
people who like techno
my fone gives me memories...
still haven't gotten to delete them message as i haven't got my phone back
Things that were said
sayings
People asking about us
the feeling of being hurt
Talking about it
I want it to stop
I need help
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| PartyYesterday, was busy.
CottonOn interview then mass then party1
woah!!!
now it's time to sit back and catch up on the work i should have done already
i'm happy i went.
had a good time. met people.
didn't drink to much.
it was great.
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| My life...So far I'm getting back on track
where i used to be - happy
If I were to rate it, it'd be like so...
friends: good
family: not bad
school: just managing
work: soon to be, i hope lmao
guys: not neccessary
overall: not bad =]
I'm on my way to being more happier
friends i've left them, it's for the better
i cant' believe i didnt' see me leaving last year
i should have done it last year
partly i did - as i rmemeber
they've grown and i haven't grown with them
I don't have anything to say
because we don't have anything in common anymore
new friends
are more happier
free to roam around
open to others even if they dont' like them
somehow the group works with dislikes going around
they are more social
less school related
communicating is more easier
they are encouraging
aware of other's feelings
that's it for now.
leave it on a positive note
laterz manz
_AnDo
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