| :)oh wow..... 
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why..
why..
why do I feel lost with out you?
I feel I have no pourpose..
no drive..
strenght
or will to live.
why..
why do you haunt my thoughts every wakeing momment?
My dreams of the day..
and of course of the night..
I see you only though my tearfull eyes..
why..
why do I still cry for you?
why do I feel numb with out you?
why must I insist to care about you ?
WHY DO YOU HOLD THIS IRON GRIP ON ME!?!
why am I yours to command?!
why do I continue to wait for you ?!
like an obidiant puppydog..
to call at your every whim...
why..
can you ansewr me this?
why.
can you not hear my plea?
why!
why do I wait for you?!
why!!
why won't you come back to me?!?!
WHY!!!!
can you not hare my soul scream?!?!
WHY!!!!!! ...... I need to change my background... |
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| Friendship..you know...
it takes two to tango!
I'm just feeling..
unloved I guess..
I know there is people that love me.
and care about me.
but..
if you tell me that you want to be realy cool and close friends..
I'll do it.
I'll try my best to make it work...
but there only so much that i can do...
that is all..
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Later
Alexis |
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| I..Am a confused lost person..
Lol!
how sad that is.
yet how true.
who will finde me?
no one will.
It is I who must find my self.
"but how?" I ask
When I don't even know when to start looking?"
will I be lost to the etrenatiy of darkness?
the darkness called sadness?
no.
I refuse!
there must be way to see through this.
through this darkness.
this sadness.
but..?
ahhh!!
this is driveing me crazy!!
the opitamy of insanity!!!
Lol!
at least I'm sane enough to know it!
ooo!!!
do I smell the adrinalin of emotional trama kicking in???
Lol!
J/K
none of that.
</3
Later
Alexis
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| I'm so..... weak heartedAre you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?
[Chorus]
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?
[Chorus]
I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me
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