new xanga.

thiis one sucks!!!

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Currently Listening Bun B : Gangsta Grillz Legends Series draked up and dripped out see related

happy turkey dayy!!!

x3 rissa

Currently Listening Unplugged By Alicia Keys Unbreakable see related

pauses in my breathe, i skipped another heart beat, i dropped my glass of milk, my eyes so dry. There you are... i caught you with the other girl. i told myself to trust you

but i was wrong.

The one thing in my head

runs through everyday is...

"Hunger Hurts, Starvation Works."

today was BORING!!

today is my bRoThErS bIrThDaY!! hApPy biiRtHdAy tO yOu cOlLiin cAmErOn cOx! ii lOoVe yOu sOo mUcH!

<< i lOovE tHiiS piiCtUrE!!

<< rAvEn && dAnii's fAvOriiTe piiCtUre

<3 rissa

Currently Listening Crime Mob By Crime Mob see related

hey yall!!!

yesterday after school i came home and got on the computer! BORING! well after a while i got back on and was talking to my lover (tRiStIn!!) and i was asking her what she was doing! well she said that she was going to the movies...soo yea! i got ready and went to go pick her up and stuff like that!! yea yea yea..???? well when me niqi && tristin got there we met everyone taht was up there and we went in the mall for like 20 seconds and then went back outside to get our movie tickets! haha... we went to see cHicKeN lItTlE! i love that movie! if you havent seen it...go see it NOW!! we saw it 3-D!! that was aWeSoMe!! but yea.....well after the movies.... me.. niqi.. tristin.. alex.. james.. derrick..spencer..and matt all walked to putt-putt! (WOW i love that place! it was my 1st time to go) but yea...it was soooooooo soo sooo cold out there! i was FREEZING MY BALLS OFF! yea sure...?? well we stayed there till bout 11:15 and then tristins mom came and pciked us up and niqi stayed the night with me! yea..we went right to bed when we got home! yea.....well today we didnt do anything!! BORING!!!! well the only thing i did was clean my room...my moms room..and did the dishes for $40!! WOW...cHiNg cHiNg..bLinG bLiNg bLiNg!! hEhE!! but yea...well niqi is still here && meagan ( my sister)..eboni..&& alisha are here too! && we are pArTyInG!! yAy!! well i gtg.. love you all!

x3 rissa

::Tears::

>>the start: 5th grade- enemies and jealousy is all we kept.

>>the new start: 6th grade- went to a lock-out and got to know each other as the new best friends, I started to love you.

>>the middle: 7th grade-became so close that we had crazy and sad times together. Learned new things and were way close...I did love you.

>>the coming and going: 8th grade- we told stories spent the night and more to say. The truth came out-issues, cutting, eating disorders, love, boys, God, skaters, Goths, and more to say. You're me best friend.

<<sad time: now- your leaving me and I dont't know how to say it. Tears and cries run down my fragile cheeks for mine. Memories they last but some may fade. You're moving.....that's it. You gone and leaving me. Hard to say but more pain comes near the heart of were you've been. Keep me close and never forget/

**MARISSA ALEXANDRIA COX, YOU TOUGHT SO MUCH YOU DON'T KNOW. I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING**

-X-

fRoM: dAnIeLlE cHrIsTiNe cAsErTa!!

dear dani,

>>i love you soo much! i know that we hated each other in the 5th grade...but that was the past! we are best friends now and forever and always will be! your the best person i know! i can tell you anything and you wouldnt tell anyone!! and i just want to thank you for that! i love you with all my heart! now that i'm gone i dont ever see you anymore...but i know that i'm still one of your bestest friends because i can feel it! and for you to know.. your still one of my bestest friends too! best friends are like purses..they are always by your side! and thats how you are!! and right now...i just got done reading everything that you have given to me before i left wAcKo...and it makes me sad because i miss that one person that i could tell anything to and they have done the same thing as i have! issues, cutting. eating disorder, love, boys, God, skaters, Goths, and more...i have been there done that! everything... ( well not goths) but yea..! and i miss you soo much and love you with all my heart!! and i took the time to write all of this because i miss waco soo much! its soo lovely down there and up here....NOTHING! no one ughh! hate it! well i cant wait to see you and everyone else! i love you!<<

x3 rissa

<< aww lance!!

Currently Watching The Land Before Time IV - Journey Through the Mists see related

--you can walk away whenever you want.. but don't expect
      me  to  be  there,  whenever  you  decide  to  come  back .. x3

--her eyes black from sadness
her wrists cut from pain
she feels she should give up
for what has she to gain
no ever seems to know
the pain she feels inside
the way they think she smiles
eventhough she really cries
her heart is tired from hurting
her mind is going insane
i never knew it was possible
for someone to feel this much pain

>..&youubleedjusttoknowyou'realive. <

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