wow its me again! omg today sucked soo bad. i dont think it was worth gettin up early for... but i saw fluffy a lot today! it mad me happy! and lauren got her classes changed so now she has science with me! hehe and today i gave her my phone so she could call her boi while walkin to latin. and then i didnt see her for the rest of the day so i didnt get my phone back so i made my mom go and pick it up after work. and i didnt have to go to football today so i had to ride the bus! it sucked sooo bad!  but that was about it for today b/c my life it pretty boring! love u yall

sorry i haven't writen in this is a while... kinda bizzy... i started bein football manager with Lauren after school...

yesterday we got out early for an away game and they kicked our asses it makes me mad... the score was 41-0 man its soo bad...

today! oh my i looked 100% shitty. and who ever saw me today man! they cant even lie! after school i went up to the skip trail so u kno what. and i saw ben, fluffy ( justin adams, u guys prob dont kno him but hes like my best friend! i love him! ), and dave... finally. then went to football blah blah blah and mom ( as in laurens mom ) got us mickey D'z! man i love her so much b/c i didnt have lunch today becuz i dont have that much money on my account and i wasnt spendin my moneys on lunch thats my damn mothers job.. i have to save up man! and thats about it for today!

love you all <3

chance got my moms tampon . . . god what a lil perv! 

anywayz! this isnts a very good day... i hate it so much. so dave like always gives me rides to massey's which is awesome since i get to see him plus im not all extra sticky from walkin.. so i told him not to pick me up tomarrow bcuz bitch mother told me that i had an ortho. appt. but now she tells me that its on friday.. got like the littlest things piss me off so bad. and the only way i'll be bale to get ahold of dave is if he calls me after work..... which he probably wont b/c his moms a bitch and doesnt let him on the phone! so now i have to walk my ass there! ugh im sooo mad! i like punched my damn bathroom and and then i thru my stereo remote and all the batteries fell off... i wonder if it still works?!  you guys probably like im soo dumb and boring and wondering why u read all my cheesey shit! actually no one probably reads it! i feel dumb and worthless so im gonna go.. mayb i'll just right in it tomarrow.....

I LOVE YOU ALL THAT READ THIS!

let me know if u do

OMG!!!! well its been 2 days and they both were like soo bad ... so i'll tell ya bout it!

well yesterday had to work blah blah blah no ones cares and then i came home and my mom was goin up to my grandmas to get tomatoes juice before they froze it i guess cuz she didnt want to frozen... (( i dunno dont ask )) so i decided i would just go along b/c i had nothing else better to do. then my dad was bitchin b/c the house is a mess and he didnt want her to go there b/c he wanted the house cleaned NOW. and its soo fucked up cuz he doesnt help clean the house and shes like sooo bizzy with other shit. and my dad doesnt even help cuz he doesnt care and he never home and he just a big old dickhead. so he was yellin at her and he was all like erica needs to clean her room. and he needs to stay clean and he was bitchin cuz he thinks i took my closet doors down but i didnt.. they just fell down. so he blames like everything on me.... and i am sooo sick of it i was about to just like walk out of my fucking house b/c i'm like tryin sooo hard to be nice to him and my mom and not yell blah blah blah and this is what i get! and then OMG i was talkin to nick today and ask what dad was doin when i heard things being slammed and all that dumb shit and nick said that he took everything that was laying on the table (( which is like all the mail and bills and theres alot of shit )) and he just like thru it off the table and on to the floor and mom had to clean it all up! i felt so bad! none up of deserve this and my mom wont leave him and she always listens to him... whatever he wants her to do she will.

then today! omg! ok.... dave was gonna give me a ride home.. but i didnt see his car parked where it usually was. and my last class is in fowler and he parks near swartz so i wasnt gonna walk up there for nothing b/c i didnt kno if he would come and i didnt want to miss my bus if he wasnt there. so i got on the bus which was the first time i rode the bus all year in the afternoon. and i was going to the back of the bus b/c there were no seats left and someone wanted them to sit with them. and clay (( my bus driver )) made me sit up front! and i was like so heated! i asked him why i had to sit up front and he said b/c u sat up front last year... and then all started yellin.. THIS IS A  NEW YEAR YOUR SUPPOSE TO START NEW! and hes like i am startin new.. your sittin up front b/c when i put u up front for bein loud last year u were still loud.. and then i was like WELL THAT WAS LAST YEAR! hes like if u keep this up i'll just write u up! and i was screamin GO AHEAD WRITE ME UP I DONT FREAKIN CARE U'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS and then hes goes then i'll write u up. and i was like GOOD! good! he makes me soooo mad... OMG and then when the bus was pullin out of the school i saw dave and his damn car sittin on the side of the rode. i was so mad! 

but i think i'll just go now.. i just got myself all worked up talkin about it! love you all that read this... which probably isnt many but oh well!

wow its been forever since i wrote in this fucker! aeri was bitchin at me last night cuz i dont write in it so i thought i would make her happy and tell u all what i did this weekend!

Friday ** i went to the football game.... that was okay and i spent the night at laurens and i saw dave there. me becca and lauren made him run and get us mickey d'z! so then he came back and i was * playin the blue ballz game * ( if u know that that is, not sure if u guys would... its a lil lauren game tho ) hehehe it was fun fun! me n becca were up till about three so we were talkin to ben.... cuz a lot of shit happened that im not gonna share ... sorry :(

Saturday ** well.. i woke up at like 6 b/c dutches ( laurens puppy ) was cryin cuz it wanted out of its cage so then i went to sleep out on the sofa cuz i couldnt fit 3 in a bed.... ((its kinda hard when lauren and becca hog the room and im stuck in the middle )) so i woke up again at like 9 b/c dave was suppose to come see me. then duckie came over and me and him were talkin... and he fixed my ciggie! cuz the butt broke off when i was flickin the ashes.. then dave finally came at 11. then i had to go to work at 2 - 6. after work i went with my mom to go see chanceys ( my dog ) children ( we made him fuck a fat bitch so we could get some moneys ) aww and there so cute! i want the runt of the litter soooo bad! but mom wont let me! MAN! and on the way home i was like half asleep and my mom was about to fall asleep and she was all over the road for a minute there. so i made myself stay awake and made my music all extra loud so she wouldnt fall asleep. i got home at about 10*30 and i was sooo out of it.. so went to bed!

Sunday ** wasnt anything special... had to work AGAIN! man it sucked! lauren wanted me to go to hershey park with her so i wanted to call off work but my mom wouldnt let me! i was sooo pissed!

and finally today! man it sucked... my nose is all extra stuffed up so i cant breathe.. im in like the worst mood ever. dave came and picked me up today at school so i didnt have to ride the bus b/c i didnt work today! (( didnt ride the bus home at all this year yet! im makin a new record! ))  HELL YEA!  but thats about it! so i guess i will go now..

i hope u guys dont get tooo bored reading about my boring life! LOVE YOU ALL!