"Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I dont want to be the one The battles always choose'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight I'll paint it on the walls'Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight"
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Name: charlie
Birthday: 10/13/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: i love to go out. i can never stay at home. i like to play pool, bowling, martial arts, going to party, drinking, go to movies, basketball, football, workout, clubbin, anime such as dbz, macross, evagelion, trigun, rurourni kenshin, slayers, gundam, tenchi, record of the lodess war, inyusha, cowboy beepop, tenchi muyo, ah my goddess, peacock king, street fighter, X, fist of the northstar, sourcer hunter, parasite, magic knight ray earth, hack, gungrave, ghost in the shell, fatal fury, ranma 1/2, ogre slayer, yotoden, the guyver, yu yu hakusho, fire emblem, battle angel, saikuyo, love hina, golden boy,and a bunch of others, music especially rock and rap such as, foo fighters, system of a down, staind, godsmack, evanescence, drowning pool, linkin park, nine inch nails, disturbed, tool, kill switch engage, story of the year, 50 cent, nina sky, young buck, llyod banks, jayz, ying yang twins, ciara, good charolette, blink 182, yellow card, new found glory, terror squad, daddy yankee, NORE,
Expertise: being really curious but helpful, martial arts, video games, and being really lazy
Occupation: Student
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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Well its been a while since i wrote on this. Well more like i finally got time to write on it. Well its a start of a new semester and gotta say alot has change from ppl who hang out with and my entire aspect on life. The school aspect still sux hahaha never wanna feel like goin to class only benefits when i do go r for the shorties. But after talking to my close friends though everything is alot easier now. Now i keep in mind if i got nutin good to say say nutin at all if not my problem not my business. I get to stay drama free only help the person out unless they are a good friend of mine or be me normal blunt self when someone needs to be put back into their place. In addition  to that PEOPLE STOP COMPARING YOURSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLE. So many times when i listen to my friends problems they always trying to please everyone around them and than they wind up being miserable. Just be you and do what u think is right, don't be a person who just joins the band wagon. Trust me it'll be less headache for you and u'll be happier. Anyway my family problems has pretty much finally been cleared to the point where my parents and me finally understand each other i must say. Even though i hate my family for all the headaches and nagging i still kno in the end when i was in trouble or when i needed something they try to help. Now gotta werk on getting along with the cousins and what not. Blah sux being the black sheep at times. Still though i feel lucky and unlucky with how my family raised me. Unlucky in the sense that got mad bills to paid for the price of freedom OH man hahaha I'm so much in debt gotta cut hanging out and eating out alot. But lucky in the sense that if  anything happens and i had to fend for myself i kno what i had to do. My love life will never change till i hit the corporate life. I will alway laugh at my best friends faces whenever we all get together and discusses each other love lifes. They are like why r u still single. Its very simple I'm either the Dr Phil or big brother  so they don't wanna ruin that relationship of being able to talk to someone about their problems and who tell them straight out if they were wrong or right. In addition to that I'm also too blunt for my own good don't really sugarcoat anything and the fact that i'm the biggest energetic loudmouth, annoying, asshole, and stubborn person u will ever meet. LOL  oh man i need really to tone that down but so hard since its who I am. Any suggestions on where and how i should tone it down. Out of all the troubles i had with my parents the one lesson i have learn from them and thanked them for and i think is the biggest key to life is that treat other people how you urself will like to be treated. Treat the people around you with respect and how you wanted to be treated than you yourself shall be respected back. Also people stop talking shit about ppl behind their back if you gotta problem with that person just tell them. Cause in my opinion thats just plain childish. On top of that never let anyone treat you with disrespect or cross that line especially at the work place let the people who want to step on you draw the line, you show where you stand with ur colleagues, and show that they know that you aren't afraid of them or afraid to lose anything. You should have that mutually respect where even though you don't like each other you say i say hi and we go our separate way so that there is no problem and that way you don't need to deal with the person BS. Always keep in mind that everyone is a nobody and nobody is better than you. Whoever think they are the hottest shit in the world is just plan stupid cause you may have high  position in whatever  you are in. But once you step out into the streets you are just a normal person like everyone else who needs to eat, sleep and be loved. My entire life till point this  i was born a loner and raised a loner. Every time I ever had a big problem or in some deep shit majority of the time i had to solve it on my own. But I would like to thank God though for giving me the friends that even though its hard for my to ask for help cause of my stubbornness. That the times  i had ask for helps for the little problems i had people to back me up. The people who you hang out with will always change every year cause of you yourself  is always changing but the ones that try to keep in contact with you no matter how u change or happens in my opinion will always be your true friends. Well other than that i got a new chapter in my life to werk on. I gotta concentrate on bringing up my GPA, find out what I wanna be after i graduate, and get rid of my debt.  But other than that  I am content with my  life and the ppl around me


Saturday, November 03, 2007

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear i hate ignorant drunk people. They come out of now where and start shit with u. GAH i just wanted to beat the living hell out the person but than u think about it those people r not even worth ur time. GAH!!!!!!!. dumb stupid ppl


Sunday, October 14, 2007

Hahahahahaa yah finally 21. Now i got nutin to worry about anymore other than the reg everyday stuff. OH Man Atlantic city was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun got sleep. Just gambled all night long playing like every single game. Also super happy that i won money. Now i wanna celebrate here in NYC any suggestions


Saturday, September 15, 2007

oh man i needed this break. it was awesome hanging out with the fellas and with ppl you can relate yo and when u go out or get invited to something no drama no prob just a good time. ahh relief


Saturday, August 11, 2007

yahooooooooo yellowcard new album coming out



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