I'm happy.

I'm social, I have more friends than I could ever count.

I'm hardworking, I received recoginition and awards.

I'm giving, I volunteer and share.

I'm managed, I have a job that's a cinch.

I'm loved, and love in return.

I'm fine with the way I look.

I'm also fine with the scars on my arm.

Sure. I'm fine with everything.

I'm happy...

by, anon.

ok... so walking towards the door, i hear the phrase "ching chong ching" and i think the muttered words "speak your own damn language"...idk but i don't want to accuse or assume. now. this voice i know who this is cause yea, it's one of those voices in your memory that just click like the close ppl around you or...somethin else..ugh. neways. long while ago last year, i had joined Rachel's Challenge where the girl joined to as well. if u dont know what Rachel's challenge is, its a program that inspires and motivates individuals to create a more positive influential environment to help build on towards that and so on. so. its kinda screwy how someone who was shown the causes and effects of positivity where they are now becoming a person saying bitter words. i mean, isn't this the reason why a certain amount of young individuals don't live at all before they grow up? (besides under the influence of substances and etc.) they kill themselves or become the killed. here's to think. do you know any individual that died during there years of school because of someone or someoneS? rachel scott? lawrence king? yea... because of a negative outlook on people.  

There are times...just random times, out of the blue, where you're in front of your peers, personnel, or strangers, and of course something goes wrong. You say, do, or "whatever!" something that isn't you at all. That's the time when you feel to pause, rewind, and edit. We probably all have had that moment. It's tough isn't it? But isn't that life really about, making mistakes? Why do you think the world is oh so screwy and corrupt. Sure, it's not peachy keen like we would have imagine it but life doesn't work like that easily, unless you're stranded in your own little paradise, which we would all want to know. Thanks to your little blooper, accept the fact you made a mistake.  Now you know to take a precaution in future stances. And if that doesn't work out good enough, well then do something about it in the bright side of life.  

Is it true?

If two guys or girls share something more than a friendship then they basically sinned for life?

Being single. It's alright. In life, it's not necessary to be with someone in order to be or feel any better in life. You are your own individual. But for those who are sick of being the extra wheel, copilot, or just plain lonely because of canceled plans, it can be real frustrating...seriously. That's when you ask yourself, what am I doing wrong? Well, I can't answer that question because I wouldn't know what the heck is going on, but all I can answer to that is you have to find the answer on your own within yourself and others. When things get serious, it turns to being desperate. Oh sure, we all know at desperate times, we browsed through myspaces or other social networking sites just to find anyone potentially interesting, admit it. Other than that, you might have well joined groups, blog circles/rings just to find those with a similar cause. It's the feeling of wanting to feel the same experiences and interests with someone just to know what it feels to have your heart hop, skip, and jump. I mean why do you think sites always put a section to see what people are here for besides networking. Face it, deep inside we think about a certain someone. Wait! The title is called To Find Love or To Not Find Love, That is the Question. Where's the To Not Find Love part? Well love itself works its funny ways that screws around with our lives, both from a guy and a girl's side. I mean, when at desperate times, it is sometimes a good idea to stop finding love through boxes and bins of life and the internet...literally. At times, it's better to let love find you.