| You used to talk to me
Like I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me
Like we had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least theres you, and at least theres me
Can we get this back, Can we get this back
To how it used to be
I used to reach for you
When I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that i'd see
We used to ahve this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least theres you, and at least theres me
Can we get this back, Can we get this back
To how it used to be
I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and your sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around
The only one around
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear
You were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, Can we get this back
To how it used to be
To how it used to be |
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| New Entry cause i'm bored and its late i'm tired
LC's and Gwynedd's Prom were AWESOME!! they were off the hook and haha i can't tell you how much fun i had at both of them!! As usual ran into erryone i know and it's jus ta good time to see erryone!!
It idk forget this entry its bull ish and i'm going to bed pce
Matt |
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| Well I guess i've been leavin alot of "emotional posts" or w/e. Recently things have been good like really good.... I've been soo lucky for all the opportunities I have and every day it's great.... any way haha here's my emotional part for the day
When I left SRL in 8th grade.... I knew things were going to change... we all promised each other we'd keep in touch and haha we'd be right around from the corner from each other just like grade school only in a different building during the day.... but look at us now and how far we are... we've changed soo much half of my class i dont talk to anymore.... people who i thought were the ones i was closest with... are now the ones i'm furthest away from... I keep saying things are going to get better adn am tryin but it seems tha tsome people walk in and out of your life for certain times to teach u something....
In a year we're dividing again... we're all going to different colleges which will now be different parts of the country... I don't know whuts giong to happen i've watched friends who were great divide and spread out jsut after 8th grade when htere were 25 of us.... now we're dividing again and some of those relationships i dont know how well their going to hold up... i just miss shit and i feel idk i miss u guys so if ur reading this and i haven't talked ot u in a while please hit me up miss u guys
-Matt |
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| this is on a serious note
Dawsons Creek:
Everything changes eventually. That's just the way life is and you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are always going to be there, they disappear. You know? People die and they move away and they grow up.
In all honesty i dont know whut's been going on recently with me.... I have been extremely depressed and just not happy with my life.... i'm up till basically 1 Am and sleep till 10 which is 9 hours of sleep.... I am ready to cry at random horus and just have been frustrated beyond measure with everything... Idk why either i have great firends, great hobbies, just basically everything and i'm not idk happy..... i feel like i'm just loosin it and ha id ont know why.... my head and heart just hurt and i'm worried and terrified and frustrated and scarred and every emotion that is bad... i dont know how to cope and i feel lost.... this isn't really even a comment entry if u wanrt leave one but odnt feel obligated... i just need to express.... i feel out and alone and cold and empty and jus tliek a shell of a human (cliche?) but i am acting not like myself... i appologize for my behavior and shit... i'm sorry and idk i need to figure things out...
-Matt
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| Inspirational stuff then my stuff
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When you question me
For a smiple answer
I don't know what to say
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're going to find the way
So don't surrender
Cause you can win
In this thing called love
When you want it the most
Theres no easy way out
When you're ready to go
and your hearts left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes those who believe it
And that's the way it is......
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No I'm hopeful, yes I am
Hopeful for today
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away
and be hopeful, hopeful and he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy, but thats okay, Just be hopeful......
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Wow this week as been rediculous just in general..... Some things have gone horrible and some things have been awesome. For the horrible i say that everythign will work out. Thigns have always worked out before and its just a rough spot. I hope....
For the better!!! I have alot of dance stuff goin on I got a offer to audition w/ like 3 other people i'm friends with for a half time show for a celebrity basketball game if we're interested, offer to aid a workshop w/ one of my FAV TEACHERS (Lily) LOL, plus i got to take class w/ another one of my fav teachers JORDAN!!! lol who is rediculous and whose classes i miss tremendously!!
Life is going good and right now dance seems to be like the main focal point in my life which is awesome cause i love it and theres not a second when i'm moving i dont enjoy it!!! I give props to everone in the industry becuase its a hard business nad i'm lucky to have worked iwth alot of awesome people and not know anyone whose a huge jerk in it yet!!! Well, Catch up w/ everyone later
-Matt
PS I got a flat tire yesterday and it sucked |
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