Man...long time not write on here for me!  How's everyone doing?  Well, things are okay here I guess.  My birthday is in 5 days.  I'll be 16...YES!  Then Wednesday I get to go and take my permit test.  I can't wait.  I've already got all of my Christmas shopping done.  School is normal.  I recieved my report card today.  In Accelerated Algebra II Honors my grade was a 103%, in Earth & Space Science my grade was a 100%, in Emergency Procedures & Medical Termonology my grade was a 98%, and I'm not posting my Computer Applications & Desktop Publishing grade on here until I get all of my work turned in.  Tomorrow I'm getting a body perm.  I need to do something to make my hair hold curl.  This weekend I'm going shopping and getting my nails filled in.  I'm getting Christmas stuff to go on my nails.  I read something really cute on the internet the other day and I wanted to put it on here for everyone to read.  Tell me what you think?

My name is Jimmy Watkins.  I am seven years old.  My uncle's computer is fun to play with.  I am going to help his write his book.

What is love?

Love makes you have puppies.  Mom wouldn't let my dog out this week.  She said, "Buffy is in love.  We don't want any more puppies."  I let her out when Mom wasn't looking.  It made Buffy happy.

But love doesn't make people happy.  That is what Billy Smith said.  Billy Smith is in sixth grade and he knows everything.  Billy Smith says, "Love makes you feel warm all over your body.  It maeks you fell light-headed.  It makes your stomach go flip flop."

I was in love last week.  Mom took me to the doctor.  I got a shot hwere I sit down and I did not even get a lollipop.

The man on TV says that love is giving.  I gave Betty Green the chicken pops.  I gave Junior Jackson a black eye.  But I think love is just giving good things.

The man on TV says that love is in the afternoon.  And love is made out of chocolate pudding.  That is what the commercial says.  "Thanks for the love in my lunch box."  Do you know what is in the lunch box?  A can of chocolate pudding! 

Love also tickles your nose and makes you belch.  The lady sings, "Canada Dry tastes like love."  Ginger ale tickles my nose and makes me belch.

And the man and the lady on the TV said that love can be put together.  Last night I got out my Lefo building blocks.  I asked real nice and said please, "Can you help me make some love?"  Daddy's head turned red and the veins on his neck stuck out.  And he said, "Never say that again!"  I asked Billy Smith.  Billy Smith is in the sixth grade and he knows eerything.  He said that love is a four-letter word.  You will have to eat soap if you say words with four letters!

My dad says I watch too much TV.  He said "Love is not in the afternoon.  Love is not chocolate pudding. Love is liking somebody just the way they are."

I like Betty Green.  She is in the first grade.  She is beautiful and she has a neat chipped front tooth.  I ride my bicycle to her past her house without my hands.  Today I even stood on my seat.  She just yelled that I am mentally retired. 

Mom and Dad love me just the way I am.  Even when I got sick on the brand new carpet.  they loved me after I gave Buffy a haircut with the weed whacker.  Buffy still loves me.

I know I am loved.  That makes me feel good.  Like when I come in from outside when it is three hundred degrees below zero.  My nose is dripping down to the knees of my snow pants.  My mom gives me a big cup of hot chocolate.  It makes my insides feel warm.  That's what love it!

Isn't that cute and funny!  I loved it.  WEll, i'll go now and talk to everyone later.  Love you all!

Ambaler

Hey everyone!  What's going on?  I haven't been on here in forever!  Since I decided to finally get on here I thought I would change the look a little, too.  What do you all think? 

Well, I'm sittin in 4th block and for the past 2 days I haven't had to do anything in here.  I should study for my Acc Algebra II H test tomorrow, and for my Emergency Procedures and Medical Term. class test.  I don't want to though.  Instead I believe I am perfectly content just writin on here. 

Here lately things have been kinda hectic.  I didn't go school Monday so I had to stay after in tutoring yesterday to make up an Earth and Space Science test.  I guess I'll start with my week to tell why I didn't go to school Monday.  Friday I went to Chris' house and then on my mom's way home she stopped and picked us up.  Chris came home with me and stayed the night.  Saturday we rented movies and sat around the house all day.  Sunday we basically did the same thing.  (Yeah I know you all are thinking how exciting my life is, huh?!)  Well, Sunday after dinner I was sittin with Chris and my stomach started hurting really bad.  I was crying, I couldn't walk, and I couldn't stand up!  So my mom told me to wait a little while to see if it got any better.  Guess what?  It didn't!  My mom took me up to Hardin Memorial Hospital.  Word of advice...don't EVER go there when you are in an emergency.  Chris and my sister sat in the waiting room while my mom got me registered.  The nurse told me she would try and get me back there soom becuase I was having severe abdominal pain.  When my mom and I joined my sister and Chris in the waiting room there was people that had been there for so long they had gotten sandwhich meat and a 2-liter!  After 6 hours of waiting they had a bunch of people come in there had been a 4 car pile-up and 2 people dead.  I saw my first realy dead body!  It was just getting wheeled to the operating room where they were gettin a sheet to put over it and wheelin it to the morgue.  After 9 hours of waiting I was finally called back and got all my x-rays, and yadda yadda yadda!  Come to find out I had swelling of my intestines, and an infection and inflammation of my colon.  Yeah, I know sounds gross, huh?  It was from the food I had eaten earlier that day.  I never felt pain until then!  Now I'm on medicine and I fell much better.  Chris got to stay the night Sunday night though because we were in the ER until 4 in the morning.  So we both weren't at school Monday.

Well, onto something else.  Today after school I'm going to get my nails done!  Woo-hoo.  Fill-in actually.  Then tomorrow is my volleyball banquet! 

Caressa is in my class, and Tara is my friend too.  Although she got a little mad at me yesterday because I called them done to the office to talk to them both.  I wanted to try and help them solve things without telling on either one of them.  Although that didn't work out.  Tara got really mad, and they faught anyways.  What does fighting really solve?  Nothing.  Not a damn thing!  All it does is show that one person can get thier ass beat.  Then the person the got thier ass beat gets all pissed off and just wants to fight again.  Sometimes it gets done to fighting and I see that.  Sometimes the other person just don't wanna listen, and you have to.  I understand if you are a teenager then you can't just not fight.  Then you are a chicken.  If someone wanted to fight me I would try to solve things.  If that didn't work then I'd have to fight them.  I wouldn't just let them win.  Still I guess sometimes people have to fight and others you can solve things.  Do you all know what I mean?  What do you all think?

Onto something else once again, Chris and I.  I think this is our hardest time yet.  Yes, we are still together, but things seem to keep changin.  I don't know what I feel or what's going on anymore.  I really don't know if anyone understands what I'm saying it's just that sometimes I can't stand him at all and others times I know how much I love him.  I have been to the point so many times where I thought we were gonna break up!  Sometimes I don't know if things are even worth saving anymore.  I think I'm confused at one minute and the next I know exactly what I think.  We've been getting into arguements here lately.  Mainly about my friends.  He thinks that there shouldn't be equal time for friends and boyfriends.  He said what would be the difference between a friend and a boyfriend if they have equal time with me.  I said the difference was what I did and the way I acted with my friends and with him.  Then he said he doesn't see why I would want to spend 8 mins. between classes with friends if I could spend an 1 and 26 mins. with them in class.  I was like...I don't have all of my friends that I like to talk to in my classes!  So that started something, too!  Here lately everything has been starting something.

Well, I'm gonna go.  Talk to everyone later!  Love you all!

Ambaler Nicole

Hey guys!  All right, Christopher said he would get on here and write in his web log this poem he wrote for me, but he never did.  So, if he doesn't do it by Friday then I'm writing it on mine.  Onto something else, though.  Tomorrow I have to get a Hepatitis B shot at 8:00 in the morning, and I have to leave for school at 7:00.  Tiff's mom is picking me up. The right after I get my shot I have to go take the PLAN test.  Which is like a Pre-pre-ACT for sophomores.  I believe it is gonna b hard.  Most definately...! 

Here lately I've been so sick feeling.  Today I had a fever, and all day yesterday and today I've been so tired.  My throat is a little sore and I haven't got my allergy shot since like Thursday or so.  I just don't feel like moving.   I think I need to drink more water. 

I did have a good weekend.  Friday I cleaned and Tiff came over.  Then Saturday I went to Chirs' family Halloween party and then I got to stay the night !  Woo-hoo!  For the first time since Chris and I have been together that I've gotten to stay the night with him at his house. 

Well, I still have a lot of crap that I have to do so I'm gonna get off of here.  One day soon I'll have a productive entry though!

Love everyone

Amber Nicole

Um, okay, I Love how I get blammed for things.  Wonderful.  I know who did it, that may be true.  I won't tell who it was, but I know.  If you all want to blame me go ahead.  Like Tiffany said, "People call them the HO train, and they don't care because they know they aren't the HO train."  I know I didn't write it, and it's none of my business to tell who did.  If they wanted everyone to know they would tell everyone.  I knew as soon as I read it I would be blammed though.  That's fine.  Honestly I don't care.  I don't care if you all want to blame me.  I know I didn't do it and that's all that matters.  I'll be honest since everyone thinks I'm not.  I have no problem with Emily, but a lot of people know that I really don't find Caressa and I to be friends.  She knows what I think of her and I know what she thinks of me.  I did get blammed for this whole thing just because I thought it was funny.  It did keep you wanting to come back and see what has been happening, but now once again I'm done with weblogs.  Everything always makes me to be the bad person.  That's fine believe what you want.  Although, there is alot of people that talk to Caressa, and don't necessarily like her.  I know plenty.  So if you want to judge and accuse me, GO FOR!

Amber

Woah!!!  Where the hell have I been?  This is great!  Deja Vu!!!  For the first time I see how funny it was when Emily and I were fighting!  It is kinda clingy!  It makes you wanna come back for more!  You just can't wait to see what is happening today!  It's funny!  Although, it is childish.  I don't have an opinion on the subject though.  To me it just seems like EVERYONE is getting into everyone else's business.  It happens alot though!  I don't personally have anything against any of you all! I just thought I'd get on here and read everyone's log and catch up on things.  Boy have I been missing out on ALOT!!  Well, that's really all I feel like saying.  I've gotten to the point where I don't even like typing anymore!

Love me always

Ambaler